Comments on: Say What You Need to Say. Here. http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/ Sun, 29 Jan 2012 05:25:00 +0000 hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 By: Trista http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24939 Trista Sun, 27 Mar 2011 01:01:28 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24939 This is me in a nutshell I don't know why and I don't know how to change please help I will lose everything if I can't change it I'm not in pain nor unhappy I just don't know how to express the joy I have when you look in my eyes there is nothing but pain and I don't understand how to let it go. I want you to see the real me maybe I'm lost or got lost along the way but I want to get back I just need to know how.... this I how feel maybe it's how the person you describe feels as well ;) This is me in a nutshell I don’t know why and I don’t know how to change please help I will lose everything if I can’t change it I’m not in pain nor unhappy I just don’t know how to express the joy I have when you look in my eyes there is nothing but pain and I don’t understand how to let it go. I want you to see the real me maybe I’m lost or got lost along the way but I want to get back I just need to know how…. this I how feel maybe it’s how the person you describe feels as well ;)

]]> By: emily http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24922 emily Wed, 23 Mar 2011 03:55:47 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24922 J, you have a horrible temper. whenever you're mad, even at the tiniest thing, you take it out on everyone you talk to. you're so popular and you have about 20 close close friends. you told me you loved me and i believed you. i said it back. i felt it. you stole brady from me, and he's stil 100% in love with you. it's funny because i used to cry over him, now i cry over you. every night. there's not a day that goes by where i don't think about you constantly. i love you. you don't even care. i used to be your number one, your favorite. see, you told me this, you wrote me letters and notes saying that i was the best out of everyone. i was a fool to believe you. i'm not, nor ever was your favorite. i've been replaced after 3 months. the funny thing is, i'd give anything to stay in those three months forever. i'm a girl. you're a girl. i thought i was straight until i met you. you changed me. you led me on, you held my hand and hugged me. you told me you loved me. i actually did. i still am. i'm in love with you. it's hard because i see you everyday. at school. then after at track. and you convinced me to play softball, so i'm with you then too. i know i get a bad tempeer when i see you with her. she's your true favorite. She told me you told her you had feelings for her. She's a bitch. she's only going to break your heart when all i'd do would keep it safe, thriving. i tell you that you need to stop being friends with her, but will you listen? of course not. i wish you'd tell me you were bi/lesbian whatever you are, it would make it easier for me to tell you that i am too. i hint at it all the time, but you just don't get it. i know you are one, you just won't tell me. and that really hurts. you've been huring me a lot lately. i tell you, and you don't even care. you never cared. but i'll always care. maybe that's why we are growing apart because i can't take just being friends. and i can't take watching you with her day after day. today sucks. today is the worst day ever. you basically told me you didn't care about me anymore. i'm crying j, over you. it seems like you only pay attention when i'm mad or we are alone. i wish we were alone all the time. you're different when we are alone. you love me. :'( i miss you. i want you back, the way we were before. i know this probably doesn't make any sense but it does in my heart i guess. </3 J,

you have a horrible temper. whenever you’re mad, even at the tiniest thing, you take it out on everyone you talk to. you’re so popular and you have about 20 close close friends. you told me you loved me and i believed you. i said it back. i felt it. you stole brady from me, and he’s stil 100% in love with you. it’s funny because i used to cry over him, now i cry over you. every night. there’s not a day that goes by where i don’t think about you constantly. i love you. you don’t even care. i used to be your number one, your favorite. see, you told me this, you wrote me letters and notes saying that i was the best out of everyone. i was a fool to believe you. i’m not, nor ever was your favorite. i’ve been replaced after 3 months. the funny thing is, i’d give anything to stay in those three months forever. i’m a girl. you’re a girl. i thought i was straight until i met you. you changed me. you led me on, you held my hand and hugged me. you told me you loved me. i actually did. i still am. i’m in love with you. it’s hard because i see you everyday. at school. then after at track. and you convinced me to play softball, so i’m with you then too. i know i get a bad tempeer when i see you with her. she’s your true favorite. She told me you told her you had feelings for her. She’s a bitch. she’s only going to break your heart when all i’d do would keep it safe, thriving. i tell you that you need to stop being friends with her, but will you listen? of course not. i wish you’d tell me you were bi/lesbian whatever you are, it would make it easier for me to tell you that i am too. i hint at it all the time, but you just don’t get it. i know you are one, you just won’t tell me. and that really hurts. you’ve been huring me a lot lately. i tell you, and you don’t even care. you never cared. but i’ll always care. maybe that’s why we are growing apart because i can’t take just being friends. and i can’t take watching you with her day after day. today sucks. today is the worst day ever. you basically told me you didn’t care about me anymore. i’m crying j, over you. it seems like you only pay attention when i’m mad or we are alone. i wish we were alone all the time. you’re different when we are alone. you love me. :’( i miss you. i want you back, the way we were before.

i know this probably doesn’t make any sense but it does in my heart i guess. </3

]]> By: Ezekiel http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24893 Ezekiel Mon, 14 Mar 2011 00:47:09 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24893 This isn't my real name but that doesn't matter. I love you Kathleen. I don't want to be just a friend, and watch you with other guys. The holiday with our friends was the best week of my life, and every time I remember you curling up and falling asleep on my shoulder, I smile. We could be happy together. Get married, have kids. I love your smile, and the way you laugh. Your eyes aren't sapphire blue, they're sky blue. That moment when you're on a plane, and you burst through the clouds, and see the sky. I love you more than anything, and one day soon I'll tell you. :) --------------- @The Daily Minder - Thank you for this. Even typing this knowing it's anonymous, I still almost deleted it so many times. You've helped me admit to myself how I feel. Thanks again. This isn’t my real name but that doesn’t matter.

I love you Kathleen. I don’t want to be just a friend, and watch you with other guys. The holiday with our friends was the best week of my life, and every time I remember you curling up and falling asleep on my shoulder, I smile.

We could be happy together. Get married, have kids. I love your smile, and the way you laugh. Your eyes aren’t sapphire blue, they’re sky blue. That moment when you’re on a plane, and you burst through the clouds, and see the sky.

I love you more than anything, and one day soon I’ll tell you. :)

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@The Daily Minder – Thank you for this. Even typing this knowing it’s anonymous, I still almost deleted it so many times. You’ve helped me admit to myself how I feel. Thanks again.

]]> By: Zai http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24717 Zai Thu, 06 Jan 2011 19:41:33 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24717 Dear you. its been a year now and I'm still missing you. Its weird to thinka bout how far away we are now when we used to only be 15 minutes at most from each other. Its weird to think about how much we've changed and grown. You told me the other day that relationships aren't about who got hurt and who didn't it about growing from them and finding yourself or at least trying to. And I didn't know exactly what to say because I knew you were right and I had said that myself one too many times before. I've been doing a lot of growing and trying to find myself but no matter what I do I still think about you. I still think about your laugh, your smile, I think about all the things I didnt get to learn about you because life tooks a different course for us. Maybe we rushed things or maybe we were just not ready, I wouldnt go back and changed a thing though, you taught me more about myself than anyone could have even we weren't together. I used to feel so ashamed and weird for feeling that way, for thinking about you after all this time, especially because were so young and when y ou're young its easy to confuse feelings and ideas, but its been one whole year and I still think about you all the time. I left Arizona 5 months ago and you didn't say goodbye, its been a year since I've seen you and I wonder what it will be like when I go back for the summer? I wonder how much we will have changed, I wonder if I'll still miss you this way. I wonder about all the things thatt life has planned out for us. I used to write about you in scribbled notes in my skecth book and I even thought about writing to you even though were only really a phone call away but I've given up because I get stuck on my words and I dont think I'll ever really have the courage to say that I still love you. I hope that you're doing well I hope everything is working out for you. I hope college goes as planned next year for you, I hope that if you have someone in your life that they are worth it. I hope that we talk more even if we wont ever be lovers again I hope we are given the chance to learn about each other again. I hope more than anything though that you dont forget about me. I hope that when I sit at the gaping jaws of the sixth month that I get to see you and say what I need to say. Dear you. its been a year now and I’m still missing you. Its weird to thinka bout how far away we are now when we used to only be 15 minutes at most from each other. Its weird to think about how much we’ve changed and grown. You told me the other day that relationships aren’t about who got hurt and who didn’t it about growing from them and finding yourself or at least trying to. And I didn’t know exactly what to say because I knew you were right and I had said that myself one too many times before. I’ve been doing a lot of growing and trying to find myself but no matter what I do I still think about you. I still think about your laugh, your smile, I think about all the things I didnt get to learn about you because life tooks a different course for us. Maybe we rushed things or maybe we were just not ready, I wouldnt go back and changed a thing though, you taught me more about myself than anyone could have even we weren’t together. I used to feel so ashamed and weird for feeling that way, for thinking about you after all this time, especially because were so young and when y ou’re young its easy to confuse feelings and ideas, but its been one whole year and I still think about you all the time. I left Arizona 5 months ago and you didn’t say goodbye, its been a year since I’ve seen you and I wonder what it will be like when I go back for the summer? I wonder how much we will have changed, I wonder if I’ll still miss you this way. I wonder about all the things thatt life has planned out for us. I used to write about you in scribbled notes in my skecth book and I even thought about writing to you even though were only really a phone call away but I’ve given up because I get stuck on my words and I dont think I’ll ever really have the courage to say that I still love you.
I hope that you’re doing well I hope everything is working out for you. I hope college goes as planned next year for you, I hope that if you have someone in your life that they are worth it. I hope that we talk more even if we wont ever be lovers again I hope we are given the chance to learn about each other again. I hope more than anything though that you dont forget about me. I hope that when I sit at the gaping jaws of the sixth month that I get to see you and say what I need to say.

]]> By: noha http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24632 noha Thu, 09 Dec 2010 23:16:58 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24632 i know you about 3 years ! i felt like i am nothing to you ! i feel like i am not being heard ! youmust hear me this time because ihave something to say ! yes i loved you but now i am done i am over cause every moment with you i relaized that i forget my self my life my family my friends , and every thing because of you !! but you !! what did you do you still enyour place watching me craying daieng ! i loved you so much already but now i dont think so .. ! you made me cry ! Let me first say I will always love you with all of my heart. I cant believe we are where we are. I miss you so terribly. I still dont understand why it was so important for you to have all the exboyfriends in your life. Why could you not just give us a fair shot at making it. I felt like I was always competing. I sit here and am realizing that i shouldnt have loved you at all… after 3 years i start relaize that you hate me that you didnt love me like you say ! you are a liar you are a murder ! i want to ask you ! why you told me that you love me ! when you didn`t do ! i cant find words to describe my feeling now ! when i needed you i didnt find you when i was hapy i didnt find you to be here to share me my happiens ! so why i am in a realshiship with you ! after allthis days i lived in hell ! i still in love with you MSF <3 i can speak here loudly i love you ! i wish you back in my life noha (: mum ! you should now that i am not young any more i am not child ! i am 17 years old ! you should let me live my life as i want but you didnt ! you still told me order and you want me to accepte ! howa i could do every thing you want without thinkink ! is taht what i want or mymum wants i dont know excatly what i could say ?! but i want to speak with you in front of your face i hate my life because of you ! you must let me free !!! give me my freedom i need it now !! really i need it this the tima i am shine here but i am ropes ! i am sorry mum but you should know the truth i am not young any more !!!! i know you about 3 years ! i felt like i am nothing to you !
i feel like i am not being heard !
youmust hear me this time because ihave something to say !
yes i loved you but now i am done i am over
cause every moment with you i relaized that i forget my self my life my family my friends , and every thing because of you !!
but you !! what did you do you still enyour place watching me craying daieng ! i loved you so much already but now i dont think so .. !
you made me cry !
Let me first say I will always love you with all of my heart. I cant believe we are where we are. I miss you so terribly. I still dont understand why it was so important for you to have all the exboyfriends in your life. Why could you not just give us a fair shot at making it. I felt like I was always competing. I sit here and am realizing that i shouldnt have loved you at all…
after 3 years i start relaize that you hate me that you didnt love me like you say !
you are a liar you are a murder !
i want to ask you ! why you told me that you love me ! when you didn`t do !
i cant find words to describe my feeling now !
when i needed you i didnt find you when i was hapy i didnt find you to be here to share me my happiens !
so why i am in a realshiship with you !
after allthis days i lived in hell !
i still in love with you MSF <3
i can speak here loudly i love you ! i wish you back in my life
noha (:

mum !
you should now that i am not young any more i am not child !
i am 17 years old ! you should let me live my life as i want but you didnt ! you still told me order and you want me to accepte !
howa i could do every thing you want without thinkink ! is taht what i want or mymum wants
i dont know excatly what i could say ?!
but i want to speak with you in front of your face i hate my life because of you ! you must let me free !!!
give me my freedom i need it now !!
really i need it this the tima i am shine here but i am ropes !
i am sorry mum but you should know the truth i am not young any more !!!!

]]> By: Notty http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24401 Notty Mon, 06 Sep 2010 19:38:57 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24401 You barely smile and it kills me. I just dont get it. Maybe its bad timing- do I always catch you on a bad day? Who has made you angry? I'm not angry at that person, I just want to comfort you, be let you know it gets better, that you will be ok. You looked so nervous, and sad. And yet you smiled at me in such a genuinely happy way. I saw past your smile though. Perhaps I made you smile due to my clumsiness that day, but I know that the next moment there was no smile on your face. I naturally react to that thought, like cold water on the crown of my head. I didnt like it. At all. I was hoping I could make you smile but I think you're hiding. Like you always do. Maybe you will see me and smile again, or you'll hide your eyes from me. Just know that when you look me in the eye, I hide nothing from you. This is who I am, my eyes will say. I will always be honest with you, even when you'd rather I lied. I'd rather wait for when you are ready, however long that takes. There is a heavy feeling in my heart - I cant put it into words. It's like I can feel your pain and I can't shake it off, I've tried. For some reason, you're meant to matter to me. So I love you so much already. Even though I dont know your name. One day I will ask... You barely smile and it kills me.
I just dont get it. Maybe its bad timing- do I always catch you on a bad day?
Who has made you angry? I’m not angry at that person, I just want to comfort you, be let you know it gets better, that you will be ok.

You looked so nervous, and sad. And yet you smiled at me in such a genuinely happy way. I saw past your smile though. Perhaps I made you smile due to my clumsiness that day, but I know that the next moment there was no smile on your face. I naturally react to that thought, like cold water on the crown of my head. I didnt like it. At all.

I was hoping I could make you smile but I think you’re hiding. Like you always do.
Maybe you will see me and smile again, or you’ll hide your eyes from me.

Just know that when you look me in the eye, I hide nothing from you. This is who I am, my eyes will say. I will always be honest with you, even when you’d rather I lied.
I’d rather wait for when you are ready, however long that takes.

There is a heavy feeling in my heart – I cant put it into words. It’s like I can feel your pain and I can’t shake it off, I’ve tried. For some reason, you’re meant to matter to me.

So I love you so much already.
Even though I dont know your name.

One day I will ask…

]]> By: Echo http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24331 Echo Mon, 16 Aug 2010 19:06:11 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24331 L, I wish I had been more assertive. I wish I had done more than contemplate more. I wish I didn't go a round about way in learning about you when I could have done it personally in the... romantic sense. However, you are a tough cookie to crack. Who would have thought that the first time I would meet you, on the plane to our study abroad trip to China, that I would fall for you. Not to mention that the person next to me could make such a prediction about me. It was very serendipitous that we would become apartment neighbors in our college town. We became great friends, having a lot of the same interests, humor, and views... but all for naught as I graduated this year. Why I didn't follow my initial feelings... I don't know. I was scared? I wish I did. Now it's too late. I love your laugh, even if it is kind of evil. =) Stitch, Cher, and Jodie Foster. I love that your purse has all the contents prepared to survive an apocalypse. Mushroom hair. Youngling you - hee hee. Mountain dew. "Scotch, scotch, scotch. I love scotch." Blue Hawaiians. You're beautiful, intelligent, sweetly dorky, and strong. ...And sarcastic. haha. But I love that. I really enjoy the thought of being happy with you. Every time I think about you, I don't want to give up on you... but what's to be done? I wish we had more time. I wish I was stronger. I don't know if this is exactly what I want to say... but I miss you. - T L,

I wish I had been more assertive. I wish I had done more than contemplate more. I wish I didn’t go a round about way in learning about you when I could have done it personally in the… romantic sense. However, you are a tough cookie to crack.
Who would have thought that the first time I would meet you, on the plane to our study abroad trip to China, that I would fall for you. Not to mention that the person next to me could make such a prediction about me.
It was very serendipitous that we would become apartment neighbors in our college town. We became great friends, having a lot of the same interests, humor, and views… but all for naught as I graduated this year.
Why I didn’t follow my initial feelings… I don’t know. I was scared? I wish I did. Now it’s too late.
I love your laugh, even if it is kind of evil. =) Stitch, Cher, and Jodie Foster. I love that your purse has all the contents prepared to survive an apocalypse. Mushroom hair. Youngling you – hee hee.
Mountain dew. “Scotch, scotch, scotch. I love scotch.” Blue Hawaiians.

You’re beautiful, intelligent, sweetly dorky, and strong. …And sarcastic. haha. But I love that. I really enjoy the thought of being happy with you.
Every time I think about you, I don’t want to give up on you… but what’s to be done? I wish we had more time. I wish I was stronger. I don’t know if this is exactly what I want to say… but I miss you.

- T

]]> By: unrequited lover http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24247 unrequited lover Thu, 29 Jul 2010 21:29:14 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24247 I've only really started talking to you for about a month or two, but i think i really like you. I dont want to ruin our friendship with an intimate relationship, especially since we'll both be going to college in a couple weeks. I'll miss you terribly, and hopefully i will build up the courage to tell you my true feelings about you. I’ve only really started talking to you for about a month or two, but i think i really like you. I dont want to ruin our friendship with an intimate relationship, especially since we’ll both be going to college in a couple weeks. I’ll miss you terribly, and hopefully i will build up the courage to tell you my true feelings about you.

]]> By: esteem http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24150 esteem Mon, 14 Jun 2010 18:08:35 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24150 I have such cripplingly bad self-esteem that I think I'm developing depression. I can't seem to get over it. Also I tried some drugs (nothing really bad) and I think people don't like me for it and I'm so anxious and paranoid all the time and I feel like I need constant reassurance people like me to feel happy, but I can't say that to anyone because it's really annoying and whiny and pathetic, so it's a vicious circle. I have such cripplingly bad self-esteem that I think I’m developing depression. I can’t seem to get over it. Also I tried some drugs (nothing really bad) and I think people don’t like me for it and I’m so anxious and paranoid all the time and I feel like I need constant reassurance people like me to feel happy, but I can’t say that to anyone because it’s really annoying and whiny and pathetic, so it’s a vicious circle.

]]> By: rejected http://www.thedailymind.com/happiness/say-what-you-need-to-say-here/comment-page-1/#comment-24087 rejected Sat, 29 May 2010 19:24:22 +0000 http://www.thedailymind.com/?p=881#comment-24087 L, I don't know why but I'm starting to like you. Will always do although I know I'm never gonna get you. Trying to get over you now, but hey I'm still gonna help you. Ryan L,

I don’t know why but I’m starting to like you. Will always do although I know I’m never gonna get you.
Trying to get over you now, but hey I’m still gonna help you.

Ryan

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